The South African dichotomy

I have grappled with the South African story for many years.

In the beginning I was highly suspicious of the ANC and its ally, the SA Communist Party. But I was won over by the vision of Ubuntu as articulated by the great Nelson Mandela and I believed in the dream.

And therein lies the confusion.

The South African dream had an ability to drown out its reality but after the dream became overwhelmed by institutionalised greed and incompetence over 27 years in which the socialist aspirations of the few are destroying the democratic rights of the many, the writing seems to be on the wall.

In the most recent past, I came across two moving pieces of literature that capture the enormous dichotomy that is South Africa and which I share in the hope that in some small way, they will help create an understanding of the conflict that exists between the dream and the reality.

The spell binding beauty

( by jacqui IKin (#africa #safari #travelafrica #travelblogger #travelphotography #traveladdict #southafricatravel #botswanatourism #namibiatourisim) with permission

I sit here quietly thinking about what it means to me to be a South African, a visitor to South Africa or even African.

It seems easier to explain the effect that this land has on me...

The perfume of rain on African soil. The scent of woodfires drifting across the highveld on winter evenings.

There's a very distinctive aroma just as one starts coming into George/ Knysna/ Plett (I've never figured out which herb it is), in much the same way the smell of Wild Sage defines the area around Santawani in Botswana.

The odour of thatch in a game lodge. The bouquet of dust and the various plants when one gets into the bush, sometimes a whiff of something dead. The tang of the ocean at the seaside. The smell of ‘moer’ coffee over an early morning fire, or the delicious aroma of roasting meat over flames – whether you call it a braai or shisa nyama (but definitely NOT a barbeque, a barbie, or a ghastly NZ sausage sizzle!)

There is also something about the light here. “Santorini Blue”... I don’t know if that’s an actual colour, but it seems to describe the hue of the highveld sky on a winter’s day to perfection.

We live in “big sky” country – whether blue, or orange in sunset, or dark grey and rent by lightening, or velvet black and filled with stars that seem close enough to touch – the sky is ever present.

As is the moon. I am always aware of the moon, from a sickle moon to the full fecund globe that is full moon. Silver light gilding thorn trees, juxtaposed against dark shadows on the savannah, is not a sight one easily forgets.

The caw of the ubiquitous, raucous Hadedah in suburbia, the burbling call of a rainbird (Burchell’s Coucal) when a thunderstorm is on its way, the beautiful Diederick’s Cuckoo announcing the arrival of spring, the screech of a barn owl or the evocative call of the Fish Eagle.

Jackals calling as the sun goes down, a lion’s roar quite literally making the air reverberate, or the chilling whoops of the hyenas.

The cacophony of barking geckos that start up as the sun goes down over Deception Pan, or a veritable orchestra of frogs around a pan in the summer months.

Cicadas shrilling on days so hot that the air shimmers, or a nightjar calling in the dead of night in the bushveld.

Days of withering heat often followed by the lightest cool breeze, just as the sun is setting. A gentle little wind, which plays with your hair like an absent-minded lover, reminding you that the cool of the night will soon be with you.

Walking in the bush very early in the morning, the sun’s rays catch the dew on spiders’ webs, reminding you that life, both seen and unseen, is all around you.

Trout fishing as the sun peeps over the horizon in Dullstroom, so cold that the water droplets freeze on your line…

The colours of this land are not subtle either. The blood red of the coral tree, the green metallic glint of sunbirds, the striped black and white hide of the zebra, or sapphire blue of a kingfisher. The miles and miles of yellow and orange daisies in Namaqualand in September, or pink and white swathes of cosmos along the roads in April. The lilac and turquoise of the roller, the tawny hide of a lion or the emerald green of a little dung beetle that makes its appearance in the summer months.

From the golden dunes of the Namib to an unimaginable number of greens in the Knysna Forest. All vivid and arresting.

Talk to me of Morrungulo or Tsodilo Hills, the great Drakensberg, Platteland dorps and the great Karoo. The warmth of Sodwana Bay or the icy kelp forests of the Atlantic Ocean. Of wine farms and fynbos in the Cape, to meerkats and diamonds in the north.

Show me our people, in so many hues, with brightly coloured traditional costumes – and even brighter smiles.

All of this creates a frisson of excitement, passion each and every day, a vivid, immediate sense of being alive that I have found nowhere else….

These are my people. This is my land.

Because I am, at the very core of my being, a child of Africa!

jacqui IKin

Blyde river canyon
Namakwaland
Ndebele
Africam sunset
The Cape of Storms
Western Cape
Drakensburg
Port St Johns
Xhosa women
South coast KwaZulu-Natal

Land of contradictions

Written by a South African man whose family housekeeper of many years was murdered for her handbag on the streets of the city, on the day he emigrated.

(a reflection on the murder of South African Reginah Mnyandu on 9th May 2003)

“You’re beautiful,” I said, to her sapphire sea,

“And your green hills and mountains are a wonder to me.

I see your woven fabric where your crystal rivers meet,

And when I walk your sands, I feel your pulse in my feet.

The people that you nurture are so unique,

A patchwork quilt – so bold, so meek.

And your natural wonders that spoil us so,

If I left you behind, I’d have nowhere to go.

But then tell me this, my beautiful land,

What of the anger you hold in your hand?

The people who love you, you can treat with such spite,

You cast them asunder with indiscriminate might.

It cuts me to think of the damage you’ve done,

Do we pay with our lives for your sea and your sun.

We try so hard to forgive your mistakes,

But love, you must learn, is about the “gives” not the “takes”.

You’ve allowed a sweet flower to be twisted and broken,

Did you turn your back? Have you now just awoken?

I don’t care for your reasons; what do they count?

You’ve left us a wall of pain and heartache to mount.

But listen to this, my land of contradiction,

Don’t for a moment think we’ll burn in this friction.

You bred us different; you bred us strong,

And we must concede there’s no righting this wrong.

So, with saddened heart, we’ll again join you in dance,

For all that you give us, you deserve one more chance.

But please, I implore you, don’t do it again,

I loved that precious woman who suffered such pain.

You caused me such hurt, I felt double-crossed,

But its you who should mourn for the spirit you’ve lost.

Garth Woolley

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